Tired..about many things..

I am tired...abotu many things...such as studying, video games, or chatting online, even life...

Am I crazy? well I dont know, seems life is diffcult and full of unexpected..

I didnt do anything on the weekend, made some phone calls, some were good, especially from Sydney's ... but some were ok.. and I think i wasted this beautiful weekend...

Anyway Blue Monday is comming.. I wish i could feel better...

I feel Blue~~~

Homeless...

I have been in New York city for a year.I walk to 32nd street for lunch and walk to 42nd to take bus home. I have seen some homeless people ,but there is ony one i am interested in.

He is not alone,usually I see a lot who are just alone in the subway enterence or on the street, but this guy he has a dog.The dog is sleeping next to him and keeps him company.The man holds the cardbord and says where he comes from and why he needs money.He looks like he is 40-ish, and has a strong body.I think maybe he was a business man,but he failed, and his family left him. The only thing he can get is the dog. I looked at him for a few mins and walked away. There were a lot questions on my mind, and they wouldnt go away.

On the way home, I think i shouldnt have jsut looked at him for a few mins, because if i were him, maybe he would think what is this asian guy doing?Give me money or walk away,dont look at me like this. I am just a guy, i dont have anything,but a dog.........